Nov 9, 1984

Today, 25 years ago, I was born.

It's self-fulfilling to see what I have become and what I have achieved so far throughout life. Undeniably, there were (and will be) few hundred (more) episodes (if not - millions!) of ups and downs. But all those make my mold.

25 years ago, a 27 year old young lady went on a battle between life and death just to allow her offspring to see the light of day. She made it this far - 25 years forward. I can only imagine what she has gone through. She and her husband who I call my mama and daddy.

I am grateful for having to live this long to repay them although my daddy only got too near to taste the fruits of his investments - their biggest ones - their kids.

Today, I am a white cloth again. The mold can not change by will. The colours on the white cloth has been determined. There were many artistes that helped colour it as it is now. I am taking over the brush and paint now. Thank you daddy and mama.

Iwan

Tak-Senonoh-poly

Achtung: This is definitely not a party game u'd like to have in any of ur parties!

Nama permainan: Tak-Senonoh-poly

Number of player and roles: Permainan ini memerlukan 1 pencabar, dan 1 tukang torture. Tukang torture's hair has to be at least 15cm long in order to qualify. And the pencabar must have a nose! (Kalau takde hidung, take a hike! Syuuh!)

Note: utk menyenangkan pembaca, instruction ini akan dibantu oleh 2 model - Rina (the torturer) dan Chong (the pencabar).

Cabaran: It really is simple. The tukang torture akan memasukkan segerombolan rambutnya kedalam either one of the pencabar's lubangs hidung. Tgk if the pencabar can last for 2 minutes.
(if you can bear the torture selama 2 FULL minutes, u get my respect! :D)

Gambar hiasan:

How to tell who wins: Simple. Kalau si pencabar dpt tahan 2 (straight) minutes, pencabar menanglah (duh!). Akan tetapi, kalau si pencabar withdraws even at minute 1.59, shut up and drive away jelah, the tukang torture menang. OR..in some occasions, bila si pencabar's air hidung (hingus segala!) starts to drip on tangan tukang torture sampai tukang torture withdraw dulu, it's a win2 situation.

Gambar hiasan:

Side effects:

1) rambut torturer mungkin akan melekit dgn hingus yg menjijikkan sehingga terpaksa membasuh kepala at the nearest source of water. Dan semasa dlm proses mencari air basuh itu, torturer mungkin akan dijauhi rakan sebaya yang seolah-olah memegang sepanduk "get the hell away from me!" dan "don't u dare touch me!" dgn membayangkan si torturer adalah seekor tahi yang berjalan2.

2) Mata kedua2 pemain akan berair. They may look like they are crying. Abaikan mereka. They are actually having the time of their life!

3) Kalau the torturer tak tahan jijiks, he/she may start to say things they don't mean - like "bagi aku gunting! Aku nak gunting rambut aku!". Still, abaikan kalau anda masih nak meneruskan persahabatan dgn torturer itu.

4) Pemain2 mungkin akan kehilangan kawan2 yg menonton..Or at least friends akan start to distant themselves for a 'short' while until pemain trim bulu hidung dan men'sterile' kawasan rambut yg terjejas.

Please, don't try this at home - leave it to the professionals. Permainan ini akan menguji how strong of a bond do you and your friends share.

Sesuai utk kanak2 berumur: 24&25 tahi..(oops, typo, I meant 'tahun').

Bees don't produce honey for nothing..

and bees don't also produce honey for the bears to consume.

There's definitely more to life than just it being a dog eat dog world. Somehow, I feel most of us live every aspects of their life to that principle. There's always that stubborn udang disebalik batu..to the point that everything others do, they think there's hidden agenda. Sincerity and genuineness are questioned. So much so, that when they actually meet things that are as they are, these sceptics lose battles they start.

And along their way to Neverland, they hurt one or two too many (maybe hundreds) souls. So people, seriously, stop being sceptical. If u expect people to take u as u are (and trust u), shut ur minds up and let the earth rotate at its pace. After all, what goes around comes around, agree?

A note to self.

Azrul

please let it be the FINAL one!

Hahaha! 10 minutes through the movie, I laughed my intestines out! It's so funny to see the way people die in the movie.

Ok, I did not really wanna watch it but it's only natural to go for it when u are already in a shopping mall that u don't really feel like doing ur rounds, it's a weekend, u have nothing better to do and u meet a friend u don't see too often.. Oh, plus the fact that I love the air cond! (relevance? Don't ask;p).

The movie was so so. Hell, in my book, the title has been changed to 'idiots guide: 1001 ways to die horifically'. I mean, what can u really expect from a movie that is the FOURTH installment of an originally a one-off (presumably - a budget and one hit wonder) movie.

The formula has been the same. I'd like to deny but I actually watched 2.5 out of the 4 (1 I did not finish sbb it was oh so boring!). A group escaped death, one or two got clever and discovered of the 'curse', they try to beat the 'curse', they thought the ball is in their court, then they die finally (sigh!).

After watching the latest installment, I asked myself "Final destination. Is the fourth the final final?".

That's a wrap!

azrul

life = traffic light

Life's like a traffic light-it never stops at one color for too long

azrul

is 'take care' the new 'goodbye'?

Hell to the yes!

I find writing the best theraphy for me besides sniffing the aromatheraphy smell off the air freshener cube I have in the office.

I need a theraphy now - very badly. Last time, a pen and a piece of paper used to compliment me - me, the pen and paper were a team to fight off unnecessary feelings. But now, the team members has evolved to me, the internet, and this blog.

So here, I managed to write 2 paragraphs (stories) of unrelated crap that people may, or may not be able to connect and relate. These stories are close to my heart as they mark yet another (dear) failure of mine - one that actually made me lost my eating appetite, deprive me of my sleep and suffer irrelevant anxiousness among others. No, this aint stress. It's just me being me.

Intro:

Disastrous.. All went well until the 11th hour. Failing to deliver something I thought was less than sincere left me feeling like a by-product.

Story 1:

The musician thought he had it all right- all dressed up, bucks to go with it, a big jab of self-confidence, and he hit all the right notes! All that, with butterflies in his stomach throughout the whole process, only to discover,after, that the instrument was not even functioning to begin with. It was all pre-recorded. The show was artificial.

Story 2:

TV shows. They always portray the best of things in their most optimum forms. Sometimes rubbish. But in a lot of cases also, they teach you things (again, although rubbish) that you could actually jot a note or two from. I for one, recently learnt to never ever invite a vampire into your home if you don't wish for it to invade areas you don't want to be crossed. You will only hurt the vampire if you do. Be fair, they are God's creation also.

Closing:

The feeling is awful. Can't remember when was the last time it was damaged as bad. Now, as smithereens it shall remain. Until one finds cure for...

Take care.

azrul

Let me do somethin to this blog!

ahahahahaa.. actually i just wan to ask azrul whether he is free or not this coming tuesday.. cuz i wana find him for lunch.. how bout muzzy? or anyone around klcc..anywaysssss..show u my intestines!

More than meets the eye!

after 2 years of anticipation, 23rd June 2009's the date! am gonna be 1 of the many thousands that is gonna be the 1st to watch this.. (while the remaining millions will only be able to watch on the actual day of release - the day after! ahahaha!).

that's enough of a statement. i shall end this with "Autobots! Transform and roll out!" =)

azrul

1 para of ramblings!

i know! 2 weeks and no updates right? sorry la. i was so tied up to even visit my passion - that's writing. beginning July, i may have some extra time to blog. many pictures were taken during these past months but they were just not published. at this point of time, during free times, i chill at home and try to catch up with friends as much as possible, hence, neglecting my blog a little. rebirth is heading this way ya'll!

azrul

Poco bergerak

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7EYAUazLI9k&annotation_id=annotation_72265&feature=iv

azrul shud watch this n mayb do this at LRT? ahhaa